Tuesday, March 28, 2006

There is a place I call ‘home’
Now that I’m safe in arms tonight
I do not wanna go. Nor.
For pot, peace and love

posted by white_castle @ 3/28/2006 06:05:00 PM 0 comments

Friday, March 24, 2006

The curse shall be buried with my last redemption paid
Forever

posted by white_castle @ 3/24/2006 12:42:00 AM 0 comments

Monday, March 13, 2006

I'm back!

Wow wee! The experience of going abroad with your besties are just great! Two days of fun and adventure just wasn’t enough for us. It’s just a waste we didn’t have time for everything, especially Casino, KTV and pubbing. And I can’t believe we went 2 nights without booze. Superanal. No more Genting though..my heart cannot take it.. one ride after the next.. some place easier on me next time yeah? Kudos to Joey.

Lips are glued over to both ears
Laughter muted the buzz of the crowd
Ions are bonded to become a stable element
To become that of gold
Precious and resilient
The second piece of slate is finally being engraved
Many other more laid out in preparation
Back to reality
Our feelings are superimposed on the unanimated

For pictures,

http://lust-at-first-sight.blogspot.com/

http://www.rougeville.blogspot.com/

For pot, peace and love

posted by white_castle @ 3/13/2006 03:22:00 AM 0 comments

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

never a monday blue

monday nights...
one of the night in the week

quiet yet revoking

Lost in confusion and total self bliss
I've found the relation between dream and wish
A dream is a fantasy lived only while asleep
But a wish has a compass vast, far and deep.
A dream can bring true the wish never thought
As your mind wanders aimlessly and feelings are sought.
But a wish is a simple, momentous undertaking
A grasping of things while still in the making.
Now my understanding of wish and of dreams
Have broadened my scope - or so it would seem
But still I'm confused and nothing is clear
Because you are a wish, yet a dream so dear.
With the breath of each day, I wish for your sight
Visions of loveliness turned to dreams in the night
You've become such a fantasy with realistic tones
Sadly enough my dreams cause confusion
For all their purpose are meager illusion
And though the dawn of each day may be cheerful to sight
I fear the darkness and my continuing fight.
For now its a war - a battle within
A dreadful nightmare which rationality must win...

posted by zincs @ 3/08/2006 03:25:00 AM 0 comments

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Master of none

Just when Singaporeans are pursuing the 5C’s, I have all A’s B’s C’s and D’s. An all rounder in that aspect, but I would prefer to be a master of A’s. I shall make it simpler for me next time. No point getting everything.
"Passion has lost its presence
in the weight of my words."
For pot, peace and love

posted by white_castle @ 3/05/2006 03:20:00 AM 0 comments

Friday, March 03, 2006

the real sizzle

Have you tried scorching every inch of your skin on bike exhaust? Go fishing from morning till evening then. It’s actually quite a “UMPH!” feeling, taking into consideration the shit that’s happening.. yeah.. I cut myself good.. ahh.. look at that gash… aawww yeah…

For pot, peace and love

“If it’s over, why the signs? Lugh ai an jua?”

posted by white_castle @ 3/03/2006 11:22:00 PM 0 comments

Thursday, March 02, 2006

F D C C+ B B+ A

Just suddenly have the suspicion that my consumption level of alcohol made me what I have become today. Most probably it’s true. Totally wreaking up my motherboard.

Being optimistic is good, though I have doubts if I’m overly optimistic, telling myself that ‘everything happens for a reason’ when anything goes wrong. Even so, I think I’m still using that teaching wisely and for the right reasons. But still, I’m still FREAKING!!!!!!!!!! Du lan that my mid-sem results kena so bad. I might look laisser-faire, but that doesn’t mean I don’t care. Surprisingly I didn’t take it too hard this time. Guess I finally understood what it meant when people said that ‘it’s o.k. if you’ve already tried your best’, though I’m not the least satisfied with my results.

It’s amazing how bad things can fall in place and make it seem good. Probably I have already been given the answer whether I should further my studies. Cuz in this case, that option is conveniently being eliminated. Gimme a break la.. sometimes must give people of good+good = best situation possible ma.. like that scare people will have heart attack one know! Oh.. just because I believe that there is an equilibrium to everything YOU have to do this to me…? Mommy knows best yeah..? Have an immediate reward system in place ah please…

If I can recall the last time I tasted sweet victoryyyy…..nope I can’t. Prove me wrong; give me an example where it meant victory to me and I can immediately give you the explanation of why it isn't.

Oh wells, who said life was going to be easy?
For pot, peace and love

posted by white_castle @ 3/02/2006 03:47:00 AM 0 comments