For Your Eyes Only

Suddenly I feel kinda worried that my life has been good to me. You know it’s that kinda cycle when everything is all good, and then suddenly ‘BOOM!’ everything come tumbling down. Whoot! Jit tao bang balls. But still, I still can’t help to feel anything but excited about the future. In fact, I could count this as my major epiphany that I finally realized that I was fully committed to a cause. But if you’d to ask me why I’m doing it, I’d tell you I don’t know the answer. Money? It’s just a reward for providing a service. Personal career success? Maybe. I have to admit I love that feeling and everything that comes with it, but in the end, I would still opt for a low profile life. To have the ability to support my family? Definitely true, but you don’t have to be rich, and it’s really against my values to raise my children in a cushy environment. I’d rather enjoy it myself..hehahaeh.. Enhancing people’s lives and making the world a better place? That’s definitely one of my main goal and value, but doubt I’m that great at all, but still might be possible. In a nutshell, probably a little of everything. But without me knowing, I’ve probably just made a ranking of my values with the last being the most important. But still the question is being left unanswered. Why bother go thru all these arduous tasks to achieve what would eventually be brought to your grave? Well, I guess for me, it was never about me. Money, my parents deserves an around the world trip. Ability, the importance of my family can never be replaced by anything. Enhancing people’s lives, well, I believe it’s very much like paying it forward. My life have been touched by countless of people whom I’ve met and never, and each and every one of them have made a great impact on me, which just urges me to do the same. Everything else, lets just treat it as a perk.

This is one of the great days working at Howards. Firstly because it’s Thursday and that bitch isn’t working, so it was kinda peaceful for my ears and I can concentrate on what I want to do. And yes I did. Met some great people. A Malay uncle with had a motorbike accident and whom was delighted to have a 3 weeks MC because of that, so delighted that he spent half and hours talking nonsense, from about how cigarettes caused 10cents 15years ago and which he suspects contained ganja; His 2 sons of whom one always borrowed money from him and until now couldn’t get married, and the younger, ‘can study lah..’; to how a Honda Goldwing can bounce up on its own if any case it buangs.
Met an entrepreneur by the name of Ian who owns a gifts business. He initially wanted to find business opportunities with Howards, but I kinda ended up discussing business with him. Only if I did as well during my presentations. Really humble fella based on a simple fact that he didn’t look for Mr. Hippo and don’t mind talking to a retail assistant. And for F***’s sake, I’ve never felt this good.

Met Ben as well from Simont, they opened a new branch at PP and apparently looking for clear boxes to store his studs. We ain’t got any cause Howards sucked. (Serene, who’s he?) Confident, chic and fashion savvy guy. Finally, had a small chat with my future supervisor-for-3days, whom I initially have no idea of his status. Well, met some great people at Howards but today was really intensive. Love that feeling. I guess I’m just meant to live the lush life.. *GRIN*

For pot, peace and love

8 days and counting down