For Your Eyes Only

2010-11-17T23:58:00.002+08:00

最近心情沉重了许多。但不知道为什么不觉得暴躁，反而还是平平常常的这样。

感觉上。。。不是个很好的预兆。

说成熟。。。似乎是假象；说暴风雨的前夕还差不多。

At the start of 2010, I'd like to thank God

2010-01-06T22:02:00.003+08:00

For so many things, on so many occasions and situations I have God to thank for my imperfections so that I would have things which I could improve upon them and feel empowered, enriched and that I've actually lived with purpose and meaning.

Everyday I pray that God grant me wisdom and that's about the only things that came true thus far, but it's also the same thing that makes me feel that everything I have done have been childish and has no end in terms of the improvements I have to make.

Nevertheless, I cannot thank God enough, whoever he is, and I sincerely apologize to people I've offended. Although I can't guarantee it won't happen again (mentioning that I'm imperfect is an understatement actually, because I know what an asshole I was borned and became to be), I'll try to be a better friend, employee, son and in the future, a better employer, manager, father, husband above what have been mentioned.

2010 is going to be a darn good year.

Best

Sunny

P.S. Can't really think of a closing statement, so I'll just end off with one of the greatest lessons I've learnt from the late Jim Rohn, "Work on your job and you'll make a living; work on yourself and you'll make a fortune". However, I've always tried to find a balance between financial support and contentment so this is what I'll say instead, "Work on yourself and you'll make your dreams come true" with humility and sincerity at the foundation of everything. Invest in yourself, reflect, react and re-evaluate upon your actions. All the good things in life are on the higher shelves; better health, happier relationships, greater wealth, and to get to them, we'll have to stand on the books we read. Every book we read, and every time we reflect upon ourselves, we get one step closer.

Many times I question myself the importance of wealth and I think I finally have gotten a clear look at the center piece of the puzzle of why is it necessary. Last month Landy got hurt badly twice and the whole family was oblivious towards the situation, and I, was eager to help, had no money and private transport to bring him to the vet. Yes, it's no use to have money and no love, but at the same time have you felt the helplessness that tears you inside, that you aren't able to provide the most basic form of help and or protect the ones you love in times of need?

Contentment is fundamental to happiness, but don't use it as an excuse for mediocrity, something that I've done unknowingly until now. It has always been an excuse for me to conceal the fear I have that comes with working hard and when taking on new challenges. Hence, it's also until now that I understand the meaning behind the saying, "Mediocrity is the most selfish pursuit". I was really selfish for not wanting to challenge myself, I even forgot my motto of "Others above self", one that I had since I was 17. Really, we don't live this life for ourselves. Do you want to have nothing to teach and nothing to give to the people who matters to you most?

2009-10-28T21:03:00.002+08:00

I hid myself away on the month which would be my fourth. Absolutely futile.

Emptiness completely paralyzes the ability to resist, as it takes its time to consume.

Every bit of trauma neither goes away nor are they gotten used to; 'limit' loses its significance as it takes its time to feed on the soul.

The helplessness. The muted screams.

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As vivid like it was just moments ago, the last time I dreamt about you, I lost you to death right after I've got you. Last night once again you were with me.

Dawn breaks and rationale however iterates that illusion afterall, is what it is.

Wishing, hoping and praying every single day for the pass four years, and when THAT something you hold so dear slips PASS your hand, the feeling just sucks.

助けてよ～

2009-10-12T23:16:00.002+08:00

Seriously. Why would anyone who understands Chinese name a song called "白白的"? Probably he's not seen the Burger King 7in ad kena slammed. Absolutely distasteful way to get listeners.

2009-09-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

I probably do not know how to put across this draft concept that I have just yet, but I have to pen it down somewhere collectively with my other nonsense as I tend to forget such things. But anyways, thinking back, things hasn't been turning out right ever since I begin to think about things other than marbles and playgrounds, and more profusely so in recent years. Be it family, relationships, life goals etcetra, it seems that the causes of these problems have been because of my (perceived) bargaining power. It was that I was given priority, availabilty of substitutes and choice, that I abused my power as the king of a paper castle and neither committed my efforts to anything nor cherished anything. Rational behaviour has killed me this time.

And I guess there wasn't a mantra that I followed closely. The lessons I learned were all big, generic, utopian. It's time I gave myself one that is concise and relavant.

I say, "There's no substitute for what you believe in. Go for it now and nothing else." At least it sounds ok to me now. Like I've said, it's still a draft concept.

I don't care if what I believe in eventually isn't what I want, but at least I don't want to leave regrets. I don't care if it doesn't take me high; you don't need to climb a mountain to get a good view of how far you've come. You can travel laterally to see the same.

Finally, we will built that house together.

つみきのいえ La Maison En Petits Cubes - Kunio Kato

2009-09-03T21:28:00.000+08:00

La Maison en Petites Cubes from dorsumi on Vimeo.

Jit tao cry until cannot make it. Shhhh..

2009-07-16T11:17:00.002+08:00

Just spent a hour on a webinar with Mr Drayton Bird last night. Posted a comment and he gave me a short answer that was worth more and gave me more motivation than all the dry books I've read put together. Hell, life is so much fun looking forward to.

"If you think this (gaining knowledge) is expensive, try ignorance."
- Drayton to Joao.

2009-06-22T01:19:00.002+08:00

Famicom characters have special moves and humans have killer quotes. Master them, and they will serve you well in needed situations.

2009-06-20T12:51:00.002+08:00

Recently, Mr. Drayton Bird gave thanks to the good Lord that three times in his lifetime there's been a rage for stiletto heels. I, on the other side of the globe, like to take this opportunity to thank the Lord for young girls in FBT shorts. UMPH!

But with any other equilibrium, things have to tilt the other way for me. The rave over boybands are almost nowhere to be seen, but college fags who understand economics way better than I do kinda took advantage of the situation. Take David Archuleta and Jesse McCartney, they gross you? Yes? But they're smart! Why? They understand fans' economics. For boybands, a group of girl friends might like a particular boyband but they might have different opinions about the members. That's friction in play. Whereas if you're boy (read gay) without the band, you have control over the situation don't you? Oh my god, this is worse than the time I was in choir and I had to spend 2 day a week with fags with Nick-Carter-back-in-1999 hairstlye standing in a circle of four snapping fingers and pulling off an A1 disaster. Absolute craziness.

P.S. Which jackass homosexual decided to have the mesh inside FBT shorts?! Fucking benchmarks.

2009-06-18T17:59:00.001+08:00

13 Dec 2012 is the day I turn 10,000 days old. Excel told me, and yes, I trust him.

I feel like a member of LTTE. Tell the truth, BBC.

2009-05-04T19:44:00.002+08:00

Clap clap clap..you've never done any thing right, but finally, a job well done. Totally leveraging on the power of media, and just acting ignorant and innocent like your usual self, tell the world your side of the story and now herein stands the whole world against me.

What more do you want to take from me? And what more do you want to take for granted?

Know the story.

2009-04-01T20:24:00.002+08:00

Heard of seasick and carsick, but have you heard about vidsick?

Just searched for the vid cause I kinda forgot how the moves looked like. Hell did this clip surely set the benchmark for 'Blair Witch Proj' and 'Cloverfield'.

You'll see.

2009-03-17T23:14:00.002+08:00

AHHHH! I'm growing Fat! FAt! FAT! The next belt i'd be getting would most likely be equatorial.

2009-03-08T23:02:00.002+08:00

Wah lao..play dungeon keeper halfway until damn sian.. why games can use cheat codes and we're just so powerless in real life? Type 'show me the money' to get gold, 'black sheep wall' and we'll see what lies before our eyes.

BUT! I'm a real gamer. Cheat's for pansies.

P.S. When did I post the entry abt me d/l (legally) D. Keeper? I left four more levels to completing the game leh..hahaha! jitao no life. The addiction is worse than crack. Not the mention the number of pissed off customers I get the next day.

P.P.S Okaeri! I almost die-ed i swear.

P.P.P.S Drop by Amoy Street Food Centre #02-110 some day please. They're serving damn good shit food. Dayleafs for Daily is called.

2009-03-03T22:33:00.002+08:00

/me's got so many cut on his fingers, he's eating like 'L', Death Note L. Not to mention an agonizing blogpost this is. Will keep it short. 25 unlucky diners will have blood on their chicken tmr.

2009-03-02T23:21:00.004+08:00

I'm downloading Dungeon Keeper again after 10 years. Rockest of all RPGs. Did attempt to d/l Raiden on my handphone. But it was kinda screwed up. Then look what I found? A Raiden arcade machine right below a HDB blk at Aljunied. Coolest. Just one single machine beside a APNN mama shop. If I took a pic of that with a Holga, I could have easily fooled ppl that I topped the Raiden score charts even when I was only 4. Though its a crappy place but how I'd love to be a kid there. And probably the coolest, topping the Raiden score charts. Reaching stage 3 with 1 credit.

Secondly, I need disposable legs. They get tired too easily.

Thirdly, guys should buy nice nice micro fibre low hip trunks. So should girls for themselves. Female breifs of cuz. Having excess fabric jutting out from the front isnt really my idea of sexy. Girls having a hard on below(if it happens) doesn't make me react the same.

Wait.

When the hell did it become so visually gross? Sorry if I spoiled your day or meal.

Anyhoo, emphasis here is trunks. Not strings. It's illegal to have strings between balls. Girls, you shouldn't wear anything at all. For hygiene's sake and health reasons. Really.

2009-02-19T22:43:00.004+08:00

Hell it's damn irritating when newly weds put absolutely no thought as to what songs they choose.

This might be a probable senario:
(Still using mIRC FYI)

[*Ah Lian joined the conversation

Ah Kow: "Dear.. our wedding song chose alweady notxXx?"

Ah Lian: "Haben..but yesterday I hear radio, then I ask my colleauge the song title and they say its by james blun one.. very nice.."

Ah Kow: "Like wat warn?"

Ah Lian: "Dunno lehx..something like "You're beautiful it's true" very sweet horz? Play leh..on our wedding.."

Ah Kow: "Har nah.....just dun play chinese songs hor..later ppl say we like ah kow and ah lian..chinese songs so sad, and they oso dunno how to listen one nah..gtg"

/me hugs Ah Lian XOXO]

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P.S. Yes, i'm suffering from fission personality disorder. Have always been

Tuesdays with Sunny 2nd Edition

2008-12-29T20:02:00.002+08:00

Responses had ben so overwhelming that I had to come out with a 2nd edition. Just some minor adjustments in my content. If i'm gonna die, rather than the result of the 5 minor characters mentioned previously, now is most probably because 我要被氣死了.. soon.. soon.. and no, you'll not get to see the 3rd ed by then.

Tuesdays with Sunny

2008-12-02T21:37:00.000+08:00

Five People/Things I'll Meet in Heaven (If I Die From A Cardio Workout)

1. Sambal
2. Fried Rice ($4.50 worth. Constitudes a very VERY full meal)
3. Tobacco
4. Carbonated Beverage
5. Alcohol

Cuz they'll be the ones who got me up there in the first place.

Back then my canoe coach banned us from all these five items including overeating, as long we're still commited to the sport. For? Performance reasons. But I hereby add another reason: If you wanna live 'For just one more day'.

Just an accidental discovery. (And reminder)

You think it's a myth then? Bust it. Live to tell it please.

2008-11-28T23:17:00.001+08:00

Mah lil' secret

News Flash

2008-11-21T00:45:00.003+08:00

Issit just me, or how many of you actually misses the taste of Macdonald's at 1am, at the comfort of your own home? You know what's the best tasting Micky D's i've ever had? 1am in the morning when the rest of the company is out on field camp! In a air con room with TV.

Secondly, don't tell me Marmite tastes like crap, cuz if it did, there wouldn't be any on the shelves. Wait, are there any on the shelves?

Recently things are going so smoothly that it's scaring me. You'll feel the same if the opposite has been the way for 23years.

2008-10-30T21:06:00.002+08:00

I really need a lot of self reflection. I'm saying that in advance in case I get hate responses. But here's why I feel that way: All these while, I can only remember 2 person's birth dates. Neither of which are my girlfriends, or someone close to me. *Sprints away*

How to Manage Your Freaking Loser Life

2008-10-23T21:50:00.002+08:00

1. Right Click 'Life:/'
2. Click on 'Properties'
3. Under the 'Tools' tab, click on 'Defragment Now'

2008-10-15T21:42:00.002+08:00

Ya la, like what my beloved group mate said, have to keep positive la. You choose your mood. I'm really fond of generating excuses, so here it goes: I put on a mask in the morning, and it crumbles by noon. So many questions why left unanswered, how about I leave it archived. Today this dedication goes out to this space that has been with me for 3years.

For 23 years I was roaming around in the same neighbourhood that I was comfortable with. Recently, I was forced on a road trip and I came across this huge plain. One huge space. No boundaries. One where I can roam around freely. I know where I want to go, but just one problem: there were no directions. I wonder where will this take me. I think someone mentioned this place before. They called it life.

2008-10-13T23:27:00.002+08:00

Even menial tasks can seem daunting if you f**king hate it.

"今世积福，来世做Landy."

2008-10-05T22:37:00.002+08:00

The closer you are to something the harder it is for you to see them clearly.

Well the weekend's over. Brace yourself for another week!

"How can a person possibly live without passion"

2008-10-02T00:34:00.002+08:00

Just finished watching 溏心风暴2之：家好月圆. Those who have watched it, watched this vid, and those who haven't, you should..don't take my word for it. The show got the highest rating in HK.watch already you'll feel super sad for 林峰 la..

2008-09-27T20:40:00.003+08:00

I usually don't see a need to blog, but recently there's just been too much going through my head. Just need an avenue to write down and organize my thoughts, in a place that my thoughts will be archived and indexed.

Let me just start with the topic about stepping into the real world. The world where you have to tolerate with for the next 30 years. Never did I thought I would have trouble facing it, but guess the fact that I'm losing drive, kind of sets me in vicious cycle. Good news is I discover this early. Bad news is I haven't found the solution. It's the feeling you get that bogs you down when you don't have the answer to a problem.

Lets just say the problem is that I really don't see myself working FOR people for the next 30years. And I'm really losing the guts to make it out there on my own. A few reasons really: lack of experience, support, vision. I am totally aware that the concerns are illusions. E.g People have made it with the lack of experience and support. I have visions and ideas, but the mist created by my lack of experience and support is blurring my sight. What's creating the illusion then? That one can't enterprise without experience? Social norms I guess.

Already chosen the path unconsciously, manipulated by social norms - Is ignorance bliss? I hope that statement's wrong. Unless I have another chance at the fork in the road again, then maybe I'll choose to be ignorant.

You see the cycle? I'm sinking deeper into things I know I shouldn't be getting myself into. And recently, I faced some problems while handling people, also because of knowledge. And yes, I may be the biggest insensitive fool you can ever find. That takes me to the second topic.

Does knowledge bring one further? Or does it confine? The more you learn from others, the higher the tendency to just leverage on what is provided, leveraging on knowledge that has been proven, tested true, safe to use. In business, one learn from others in the field, applying what has worked. In our daily lives, so many things we learn everyday. Seeing people die on the roads after motorbike crashes, maids mistreating babies. Once we learn, we tend to stick to what we know. But if we continue to base their actions on their experience, people in business they'll never become the iconoclast in their field, and in our daily lives, we'll never experience the thrill of motor riding, or the benefits of whatever might bring. Of course, depending on the POV you are coming from, these benefits might potentially be harmful, whatever the example it may be, and I totally agree.

To answer the dilemma, I guess we will have to first train ourselves to be flexible. Train ourselves not to answer, but to adapt. To others, to oneself. Stand by your values, live life the way you want it to be. But please, you don't live your life for yourself. You have responsibilities for others as well. Every decision you make, every action you take affects others. I emphasize, stick by your values, however before you make any major or sub major decision, especially those that benefits you, ensure that you are not negatively affecting others directly or indirectly. If you have to do it despite the collateral harm, jolly well take steps to minimize them.

Plus, if you're thinking about a want, that's going to only benefit yourself and yourself only, please inscribe the following on your specs if you're wearing one, or go get shades have these two words written on the lenses if you lucky to not have myopia like mine - "Delayed Gratification" If you loved marshmallows and you're given one. Then you're told that if you wait a little longer before eating it and you'll get another one, which action would you choose? We come across wants everyday, but what are the opportunity costs of our actions now? This is not a lecture, it's just my self reminder. Hahaha!

Things are easier said than done, I'm a person who loses sight and drive easily too. I have been too comfy all these while thinking that things will roll out the way it want it to be. For the past years I'm at the wall of a vertical cliff suspended by a safety net called 'Comfort Zone', totally oblivious about the dangers. Now the net is slowly detaching itself, I'm finding myself in panic. Unless I do something quick, my imminent death awaits.

So here is my offer, or my call for help, whichever you would like to see it as:

If you think that I have struck a good conversation with you, verbally or in writing, and have the same vision to enterprise, please leave me a message and lets see if we can work things out. If you're serious about taking control of your life, so am I.

2008-09-16T23:53:00.002+08:00

Dear God,

I have sinned, for I have not blogged for 11days and haven't done any shopping in a longer time. And at the same time, I'm coughing out the remaining cotters I have left in my coffers.

People say that once you stopped looking for something, it'll appear right before your eyes. But nope, hasn't happen for me when it comes to fighting spirit. Maybe also a little of love. In fact, I wonder if I could ever find it again

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2008-09-05T20:26:00.002+08:00

There's been a burning medical question that's been bugging me -

'What would happen if a loose piece of nose debris detached itself from the walls of its housing in an unfortunate case where we snort too hard and it went the wrong way upwards?'

It's a genuine concern isn't it?

2008-09-01T22:34:00.000+08:00

Same day, everyday; just in a different shade of blue.

叁

2008-08-28T00:00:00.004+08:00

沒有你的第1095天，陰。

心情還是像這禮拜的天氣一樣。

3年來還是一樣。

祝，

永遠幸福，快樂。

"3周年紀念快樂。"

2008-08-25T22:05:00.002+08:00

本以爲山重水復疑無路，現在柳暗花明又一村
可是命裏有時終須有，命裏無時莫強求
無奈無奈。。

2008-08-25T01:23:00.001+08:00

Went 喊标 last wed and the organizers 重金礼聘 and hired 刘玲玲！Super hilarious..just nice there's an ang moh amongst the crowd,and can't wait to show off that even though her 'ang moh litter bit', her 'hokkien no limit' ah! Haha

2008-08-23T00:52:00.003+08:00

Computer kena virus big time so I kinda spent the whole day switching around OS's and downloading software frantically trying to fix it. 1am now, at my old OS that I haven't touched for 2 years, and hell who knows what you'd might find.

Remnants of old conversations, and bookmarks of blog addresses, half of them deleted, another quarter abandoned. It's a special feeling that makes you wanna stop everything you're doing, draws you in and just rake that cobweb covered chest. That feeling that solely belongs to you, and only you can appreciate. That particular chest that belongs to you.

If you come across it, would you feel the same way as I do?

Of course.. what's left for you is only sweet memories that is bittersweet to me.

Somewhere I did mention that I wouldn't change a thing if things were to repeat itself, but I guess I'm just accustomed to making politically correct answers.

If time was to go by by 3 full calenders, what would I change? 3 years from now, what then would I wish I should have done now?

If truth takes time to unveil itself, 3 years and it's only been a scrambled pile of alphabets, and the pen used to write them has already dried. Would I get anymore from this?

In fact, the oasis in the dessert is starting to dry up.

Not that I'm hoping for anything, but tell me how do you detach a shadow?

2008-08-12T22:04:00.003+08:00

The economy needs help, and what better way than to spend exorbitantly on what you don't need?

Hire a degree holder today.

2008-08-12T18:16:00.001+08:00

I think I should sneak inside all the HR departments of the companies I've applied for, and just hack into their system to play Chage & Aska - Say Yes, all day, everyday.

2008-08-10T00:24:00.002+08:00

突然好想知道女優的内心世界係點樣

2008-08-08T01:23:00.002+08:00

Almost 3 years now, this space of mine have been, upon Aug 28. But nothing much has changed hasn't it? 有些嘢嘸系嘸想變，系想變也唔得。。

2008-08-05T02:46:00.002+08:00

Some people can spend $200 to get rickrolled live.. though this vid is really not worth watching, it's just snacks for the curious mind.

Anyhoo, if there's a God on the world wide web, or blogger.com at least, hope he sees this:

I WANNA WORK AT JWT!

2008-08-02T13:14:00.003+08:00

Somehow I have this 'thing' for women, running. Shows so much emotion, desperation, determination.

Run, Lola, Run

The girl who leapt through time

Now this

Puriizu enjoi, Nico Touches the Walls - Broken Youth

I seriously rather watch this than Naruto..

2008-08-01T23:26:00.001+08:00

3 things I feel like acquiring:

壹 Flat cap

貳 Gakuran

叁 Tattoo

2008-08-01T12:33:00.005+08:00

Massive Attack - Be Thankful (For What You've Got)

When you're done, check out some of the urban legends behind this great song and vid!

Sade - By Your Side
!WARNING! Singing along with the live version may make you cry!
!Die WARNUNG! Das Singen zusammen mit der lebenden Version kann Sie schreien lassen!

3 wishes in my lifetime:

壹Marry the one I love.

貳Have Sade as my wedding singer and have her sing Love of a Lifetime.

叁Everyday for a lifetime.

No i'm not gonna marry Sade.

2008-08-01T00:30:00.002+08:00

I know there are plenty of resources out there which genuinely are dedicated at helping people kick the habit..but..why the hell do they always have images of cigarettes and wordings like cigarettes and smoking?! Don't they know they are reminding smokers what they miss most?! I'm trying to quit smoking and here you are waving a stick at me! "Lookie over here.. Here's a cigarette!" Thanks!

＂做乜嘢吖拒地！！＂

2008-07-31T13:40:00.001+08:00

As time goes by, it seems that 2nd person narration has become 3rd person narration.

2008-07-24T02:04:00.001+08:00

WAH! U-min doing a popping sequence for Uniqlo! 太好看了！Xmas 2006

2008-07-22T22:19:00.003+08:00

Wow been having diarrhoea since 10am..8 times in 12 hrs..authentic 菊花茶..prolly I can even shoot a new episode of 2 girls 1 cup..understatement I guess.. I can feed the whole population of coprophilias.. Since I have no mood to do anything.. exclusive vids for Will Ferrell fans.Even if you aren't you probably should watch it too.

See more Will Ferrell videos at Funny or Die

And this

Pearl: "I'm calling 911!"
Pearl: "Oh wait! I'm a cop!"
Pearl: "Hey hell, i've got someone coming to you"

LOL

See more Will Ferrell videos at Funny or Die

NSFW

See more Will Ferrell videos at Funny or Die

Don't watch regret ah!

2008-07-18T18:39:00.003+08:00

麻坡的華語

麻坡的華語 parte duex

網路大戰

Follow up letter for the busy manager

2008-07-18T17:29:00.003+08:00

28th July 2008
Mr. XXX
ABC Pte Ltd
123 Har Jiong Gai

Re: Job Application

Dear Mr. XXX

So how?

Sincerely

Sunny

2008-07-14T17:46:00.003+08:00

Before any comments are made, hear me out.

Today while checking out a Drugstore.com spree, I surveyed what people were buying, hopefully finding something that works for them, will do the same for me too. So, here's what I found in the only two entries: there's people buying Carmex Cold Sore Reliever and Lip Moisturizer, and the 2nd entry is a Durex Tin Containing 48 Assorted Condoms, 3 Free Vibrating Rings.

1 has HSV, and the other is going to get HSV. What is this world coming too?! But i'd b quite happy if my gf takes care of my sexual well-being.

People seriously buy everything and anything online. Prolly in time to come we'll find something like 5ml smegma cleanser or something. Or prolly I should custom make a larger-than-usual-condom and see if i'd get any extra luck with fur burgers.

Secondly, spent 1 min calculating how old I am this year.

2008-07-05T12:21:00.000+08:00

爱。很简单
吗？

2008-06-30T14:05:00.001+08:00

Kinda getting tired of everybody and everything being so serious and stuff.

2008-06-27T00:37:00.000+08:00

像部王家卫的电影
繁忙的车龙
孤独的夜晚
车子停在十字路口前
外界的嘈杂
内心的空白
交通不视他的存在
依然电光火石地奔过
他身边的人
都在跟着世界转动
只觉得他自己
凝结在那时空里
这夜晚，
零下29度的六月天

Plog - Photo blog

2008-06-26T12:12:00.001+08:00

At the richest point of my life, I made it a point to point and shoot at my cotters in my coffers.

While thinking about a campaign for cameras and realized that it's been awhile since I've played with magnifying glasses.

The space in the midst of Duxton Hill. I'd gladly live here if I become a homeless old man; when I used up my cotters in my coffers.

So...some life changing events occurred recently. For example, our first attempt in prawning.

I hate to post this up. But it's like a bait. At least the chances of Joey grabbing this photo is higher than his prawn catches!

Photoshoppe rubber stamp 1. I put joey's previous photo in here, and used my face in the following.

The after 3 hours, we are eating prawns that don't belong to us. It's expensive, hardly entertaining, exposed to dangerous pincers and torturing when other people just makes it seem so easy (I'm speaking on behalf of the other 2 victims).

That is the size of the giant prawn we got for free. The look of it doesn't justify the size, but the hand holding the larger prawn is mine. IT'S AS BIG AS MY HAND~!

20 days attachment at Descend. Everybody shag I still taking photos. You know why it looks calm? Bo eng how to take photo?!

The tranquil morning of Expo Hall 4

Evening and the work has just begun.

Back at the warehouse when the exhibition's over. Seems that everybody got the Sunny Syndrome. Underneath the black robe was a thick layer of shrink wrap.

Relentless.

Drk and Kairen just refuses to pose.

So I forced it on them.

And you'd think that they are camera shy.

After a hard month's of work, I'm still doing work K!

2008-06-24T23:51:00.002+08:00

有些人，用一辈子的时间去等待
有些人，失去了本以为是一生一世的等待
有些人，得到了才发现一切并不是他们要的等待
有些人，并不是他们要的等待

等待，是种选择
选择，结果对错，哪有定律，又谁能预知

2008-06-20T00:22:00.002+08:00

So sad...Inuyasha 完鸟。。。

Even sadder, enlightenment will never come for those who seek it, as it is inborn in the pure. A state of nothingness, that the pure owns it but can never understand it, a state of mind that we want but will never make that sacrifice to achieve it.

Since that's the case, I'll continue my journey to earn shit loads of money just to at least make my life interesting, without forgoing the pursuit of spiritual satisfaction. Especially after another session of 'sai gang'... really... spurs you up and reminds you not to end up in another shit stage.

2008-06-09T23:36:00.002+08:00

Sheesh..you guys should take a look at this man..bruised fingers and smoothened fingerprints.. 干夸张。。

2008-06-04T23:10:00.002+08:00

Indulging in the masochism of your occupation.

"There it is, at the intersection of
Bukit Timah Rd and Farrer Rd,
just beside Cluny Court."

2008-05-31T01:25:00.001+08:00

Life would have been much easier and happier if I had an IQ of 99. I'd be chasing butterflies all day.

It'll be OK if humans only partake in self-destruction, but sadly do they know that their actions had such an great effect on generations to come. Why do have different languages spoken, or cultures or religion? Was it because our ancestors possessed such great pride that they had to do things to distinguish themselves, to show that they are different from others, from one tribe to another? From one country to another? What if our ancestors didn't have such pride, would the world be speaking one language, while bearing different colors? Though it'll mean having one culture, having one custom, one religion, that's gonna save the world from a lot of trouble and conflict in the future. Don't worry about the lack of diversity, geographical differences will be providing us with tons of opportunities.

Everybody has their own ideals, but ideals sadly creates differences. Seek unification through acceptance.

作文题目 No: 368 - 《我》

2008-05-29T20:38:00.004+08:00

人说世上男人坏
个个见异便思迁
我说我人还不坏
天天见亿只思千

^ ^v

2008-05-25T19:22:00.002+08:00

Cheapo Achievement for today:

After WORKING through 16 pages of Google, I EARNED my Helveticas.

My futile attempt in becoming a kid show phenomena.

2008-05-25T17:29:00.004+08:00

ABCDE, English is fun and so easy
FGHIJ, have your friends all joined in today
KLMNO, learn with me don't say, "No, no, No!"
PQRST, gives you more than "R,S,T,L,N,E"
UVWXY, hold your dictionary high!
Now we shall talk about Z,
Who's real name is 'Zed'
Not many friends he has
But the coolest words he makes!

2008-05-18T21:45:00.002+08:00

刚看完港剧《溏心风暴》的大结局。里头有一对本是情侣的男女配角，而男配角在一起车祸中身亡。但刚好在车祸之前，双方都有意愿挽回这段感情。两年半的等待，执著，只换来一辈子的后悔，遗憾。今天，又陪老妈看了前几集，重温了男女配角的犹豫。虚拟的时空可随遥控倒流。看似如此。生命又何时有第二次机会？

2008-05-12T12:36:00.002+08:00

Why doesn't the world seem to appear as aesthetically beautiful through my plastic lenses?

2008-05-11T15:49:00.004+08:00

I actually found Kool-Aid in Cold Storage Bugis Junction!

Here's what it feels like to be a kid from the 50's to the 80's.

1950's

1960's

1970's

1980's

And this is the craziest shit

OH YEEEEEEEEEEEAH!

2008-05-10T17:32:00.001+08:00

I was so bored I tried making a domestic compost heap. Now we wait.

2008-05-09T02:39:00.002+08:00

Thou growest quickly O'little pot of dill
Grow quickly thy O'little pot of sage
Abundant and strong ye shalt be
Harvest I will and into thee
A mix of butter, wine and parsley
Sizzled and fizzled to ease my cravings
Herb and butter lamb loin chops

2008-05-06T19:36:00.003+08:00

Hi, you can call me Mr. Lim from now. Sashiburi! The pink card in my wallet! Okaeri!

Please follow me as I unravel the next chapter.

With due respect

2008-05-04T01:41:00.004+08:00

I have to blog about this.

Spare my ignorance but I seriously have no idea about this label called "SoulMotif". Apparently I think it's supposed to be damn hot amongst the female species, and they have a webby at livejournal. I mean, it's understandable that you'd choose a medium and vehicle that has the most exposure and stuff, but seriously, you gotta look at the whole picture man.. Still, I think the people at SoulMotif did, but they still closely link their label with livejournal, comfortably abbreviating themselves as - SM Lj.

"SM Lj 的东西我都买!"

"哇! 我超喜欢买SM的衣服！"

o_O

Seriously, 24 hours a day where got enough?!

2008-05-03T01:00:00.002+08:00

Munchies.. Super craving for fried stuff or like a huge slab of oily lamb chop..preferably like from Brazil Churrascaria..how can anyone get sick of that place? Was talking about Miharu Sapporo Ramen a little earlier today. Should go back sometime. There's another sapporo ramen kiosk at Bugis B1 now, going to check it out soon. I know it's gonna be disappointing, but that's one of my aim yes.. try all the ramen in Singapore and the world!

Bought like a food mag and a pasta recipe book at Expo with PT..I'm gonna be a glutton.

24 hours a day seriously where got enough?!

I need some proofreading when I write stuff..I tend to repeat verbs and adjectives.

Omg, like 3 days to ORD? How surreal can it get? Like I can still remember the first day I enlist ah! BUT!! It's a place that's not gonna leave me with much memories. Except for Ex. Bluethunder. Celebration will come after I get an advertising job and get my first pay. It's not exactly a stone-throw from now, but at least I won't be feeling the guilt then. Wish me luck. (A lot of things not yet finalized. So screwed.)

24 hours a day where got enough?! Seriously!

Xtra sweet honey clusters

2008-04-27T01:27:00.003+08:00

Here's another item that the government can use to inject wealth into their coffers: Fine couples participating in public display of affection! Like SGD$99,999,999,999,999,999,999 for the first time offenders and to the power of 2 for repetitive offenders. Don't they know they are putting tons of emotional stress on singles out there like me?! And when people are stressed, it results in lower productivity and GDP and hence justifying for the minimal fine offenders have to pay.

Whilst on bus 36, there was this honey-oats-cluster-from-Post™-Cereal around my age just huuuuugggggginnnnnggggg relentlessly on the rear seat of the bus. I have never seen them separate all the way from MP to Douby Ghaut. They just like stared into each other's eyes that were just 0.0000000001mm (mirco millimeters) apart, while caressing each others' face like some AXE™ aftershave commercial. OMG CAN?! I mean I don't care if the guy or the girl is spending his/her last day on Earth with Mr./Ms. Leukemia, if you want just die together ah! Jitao affected lo me...

Smart way to spend their last day on this world though. Taking a final look at the places that left them with so much memories, on a bus, with loop service.

2008-04-26T16:20:00.002+08:00

Wankers Pte. Ltd.

Check out other Disastrous logo designs on the site as well

2008-04-26T16:03:00.002+08:00

Found a Durex Featherlite condom wrapper on my air-con compressor. Gross. The thought is passed down to the lucky resident on 5th Storey.

2008-04-25T15:46:00.003+08:00

Here's some of the latest commercials done by TBWA\Chiat \Day for Pedigree as a part of the IMC campaign to help dogs find homes. The mediums of the IMC includes posters, commercials, ambient guerrilla, online interactive and a pop-up store at Times Sq, NY.

《分手》

2008-04-22T00:43:00.004+08:00

分手的惡心帶出腥臭
烏蠅拍著往日美好時光在打圈纏繞
它們在今日産卵
蛆蟲在昨日慢慢爬出來並噬食記憶
明日將剩下一灘不清不楚的血水
倒映出你跟我最後的擁抱
最後的結合
最後的最後的一句低吟
“一段沒妥善處理的感情結尾
只不過是一片午後發腐的三文魚魚生”

诗by森美

2008-04-17T22:32:00.002+08:00

He's out of job, yet Hedi Slimane gets to see Kate Moss topless. What the heck. So years down the road, witnesses of this, do not despair if you do get retrenched. Something good may come by.

Like owner like dog, Landy's the randommest piece of shit I've ever seen. No self- complement intended.

For those who are in love, CHEERS! TO LOVE! Nobody knows what will happen in the future, but be glad for the moment. So if you are thinking about him/her right now, just send a sms, or make a call, just to say a simple, sincere, "I Love You". Carpe diem. This world has become too fast, stressed and materialized, and we often forget about the people around us, taking them for granted. This world is beautiful. Stop, take a look around. Relax, take a deep breath. Close your eyes, who do you see? (Please don't do this in the middle of the road though.)

To those out of love...you were in love. So, do not do unto others what you would not want them do unto you. "宁人负我，毋我负人."

For pot, peace and love.

2008-04-15T20:58:00.002+08:00

The big guy up there must be a very happy man.

Was waiting for bus 36 and since I usually don't get the bus I want, I thought, "Reverse psychology might work on randomness."

There I was conducting a stupid experiment on the wonders of the universe, but seriously I was just trying to distract myself while waiting for the bus. "Hi! I'm waiting for bus 31! 36 is totally NOT the bus I want to come first! Ohhhhh... I really hope bus 31 comes quick!" reciting it in my head.

Moments later (worked much faster than I expected), a familiar red hull rose above the distant trees that were irritatingly procrastinating the realization of my greatness.

"3.........no shit..."

"1!!!!!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!"

Fine! If it works that way, I'll do it your way. "Hi! I'm waiting for bus 36! 55 is totally NOT the bus I want to come first! Ohhhhh... I really hope bus 36 comes quick!" Note that it's not because I've ran out of things to say, but in a scientific experiment, ceteris paribus is mandatory.

Another few moments later, "WAH LAN EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

You guys know my answer.

I should have more faith next time.

<<不真实的爱>>

2008-04-10T22:56:00.002+08:00

滑梯下的婚礼
笑声拉动教堂大钟
木马上的蜜月
甜得天角也渗出淡色的麦芽糖
你是我可爱的太太
我是顽皮的丈夫
你要我去洗澡
我说看罢电视才做
无形的晚饭就在攀爬铁架下摆放
公屋的游乐场
模仿大人的游戏
回到六七岁
感受不真实的甜蜜
爱
幸福
就是这样

-诗by森美

ORD=BKK=POT!

2008-04-10T22:16:00.002+08:00

Yes, listening to class95 at night is just way too emo for me.

Feel like going back in time, in Thailand, where I had pot, peace and love.

Need to ingest a huge tube of Bengay, like those from the pharmacy off St.52. Big time heart ache.

Need to strike 4D/Toto real quick, so I can just bloody start a company and not work for some shitty advertising company.

Need to unsubscribe my internet connection. Wasting too much time on it.

Need a lot of things la!

For pot, peace and love

2008-04-08T22:05:00.004+08:00

OHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's the 200th post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Please imagine fireworks for additional visual effects.)

My friends all lazy ah, haven't give me the Thailand photos. Paiseh to keep asking from them also ah. But anyhoo, the world like so small lah..like weallllllyy ttttttiiiiii-nnnnnneeeee... My male-friend's female-friend came clicking through my profile and I found out that her boyfriend is actually an asshole from my sec sch! (P.S. Just a side comment: I can listen to Nat King Cole all day. And seriously, why does he sound white?) A little further back, a poly-mate of mine went overseas for her studies, and met her boyfriend there, which coincidentally, was also another asshole from my sec sch. Yes, everyone is an ass in CCHSM. I am too.

P.P.S Woah, What the hell would happen if Nat King Cole was born with his name as Kat King Kole? Fuck.

Utada Hikaru - First Love

2008-04-06T12:23:00.003+08:00

Just heard this while having steamboat last night. Years ago many people have smiled with, cried with this song. If the feeling has faded away with time, or somehow, revive it again, we shall. My turn to be the DJ.

P.s. If you don't know this song you're a bloody cockhead.

2008-04-05T19:29:00.002+08:00

Nat King Cole - Answer me my love

Answer me, oh, my love
Just what sin have I been guilty of?
Tell me how I came to lose your love
Please answer me, sweetheart

You were mine yesterday
I believed that love was here to stay
Wont you tell me where Ive gone astray?
Please answer me, my love

If youre happier without me
Ill try not to care
But if you still think about me
Please listen to my prayer

You must know Ive been true
Wont you say that we can start anew?
In my sorrow now I turn to you
Please answer me, my love

(if youre happier without me)
(Ill try not to care)
But if you still think about me
Please listen to my prayer

You must know (you must know)Ive been true (Ive been true)
Wont you say that we can start anew?
In my sorrow now I turn to you
Please answer me, my love

Answer me, my love

============================================

Enuf said, just spend some time listening to the other songs like I did. Sweet sorrows awww...

Secrets to getting rich No. 3980

2008-04-05T00:55:00.002+08:00

Surveyors on the streets trying to get the same old crappy information from you are being avoided like they've got the plague. Surely most of them would bet with their partners that they will give a million bucks to whoever approaches them enthusiastically to have their feedbacks taken. You should get me by now. Just do it!

(Seriously, forced myself to post this entry. I really have no bloody mood. I feel a disturbance in the force. Like again.)

2008-04-04T01:07:00.002+08:00

怎么开始
几颗微亮的行星沉浸在无比黑暗
无际的宇宙
凡人也不过是如此
人之初
性本善
如果行星是真、善、美的种子
能不能有朝一日
超越宇宙的黑

人之终
于天命
从前做过些什么
都会给予魔鬼和天使
主宰你的道路的力量

这一局
黑暗吞噬了所有剩下的璀璨
在布满荆棘的黑色森林
接受痛的洗涤
如能足以赎罪

2008-04-03T22:51:00.003+08:00

Learn from thy mistake.

REMEMBER THESE PHRASES BY HEART BEFORE ANY ONE OF YOU POTHEADS HEAD TO THAILAND! (Though I remembered saying ganja. Ganja, ganchaa, like what's the diff man?)

ปอด้าย - paaw daai -marijuana, hemp, genus Cannabis (imagine Paul van Dyke were to be in Thailand, he'd be aptly known as pot-man.)
เนื้อ - neuua -weed; grass; pot; dope; marijuana
สูบกัญชา - suup gan chaa -[formal] to smoke marijuana

This is what stupidity feels like:

I walked into a pub (which I discovered that it was a fish tank upon entering) and thought that, "wow, this place is crappy enough to get me some pot!" So I walked towards the waiter and got his attention.

Idoit: "Sawadee. Yooou hab ganja kap?"

Waiter: ?????

Idoit: "Gaaaan... jaaaaaa..." (I was rolling an imaginary joint just to aid his apprehension)

Idoit: "Kap"

Waiter: "OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Hab hab! Come ser.."

As we're walking towards the counter, at this point, I was like, "wow, no shit right?!" Totally like the first time when you're about to get laid, while oblivious about the disappointment I'm about to get.

(Waiter leans over to the counter and signals to the waitress, while blabbering some shit.)

Waiter: "#%^@#$%&$ kap"
[Translateion - Thai: Give this man the shit]

I swear everything was going in slow-mo as the waitress reaches for the drawer, it's the anticipation man. It was a screwed up town man, who knows she's gonna draw for a gun, or something totally humiliating like K.Y. Jelly.

Waitress: "Malbolo kaa?"

F*cking drawer full of cigarettes. Turn off.

For pot, peace and love

2008-04-01T23:45:00.002+08:00

TO ERR IS NOT F**KING HUMAN!

Who came up with that bloody excuse anyways? People make mistakes and isn't this conventional stupidity a tad too forgiving? "OHHHH! I've cheated on my girlfriend! But oh well, like they would say, 'To err is human'! OK! Let's go now cheat on the cheating accomplice!" Probably the wise guy came up with that statement when his wife slept with another guy and her daughter got raped. All that was written in his will was 'To err is human' out of shock before he shot himself. The family who received the will, conveniently accepted the excuse and propagated it. (HIS WIFE WAS CHEATING ON HIM REMEMBER?!)

No pun intended, just that a listener on Love Songs gave this lousy excuse to the contributer who was 'cheating' (a little) on her husband! *pauses* I feel a disturbance in the force. Someone wants an argument. Chill...I'm not done. Both parties have a share of blame when the relationship turns rocky. BUT CHEATING IS TOTALLY WRONG!

I think I did mention before, but morals and values are the very components that make us humans. So to say that making mistakes that are morally wrong is human? Buey sai la...

2008-03-30T20:11:00.002+08:00

What a lousy week.

4D: Yesterday 1st prize - 2828 (left on the 28th, came back on the 28th)
2nd prize - 5150 (my flight scheduled arrival 0515hrs)
Today 2nd prize - 3290 (my inbound flight number - 3K902)

Petit edmundo going stale.

Missed out on Flea and Easy.

Nickole's feeling crappy.

Highland park and Auchentoshan didn't taste that good at all. Almost feel that $150 going down the drain.

No money to pay for phone bills and driving lessons.

Think i'm really gonna smoke that edmundo tonight before it spoils and waste another $28. Yay. It's a celebration.

Silly, silly me.

2008-03-30T16:46:00.002+08:00

The subtle notes of a whisky given to an untrained nose and left unappreciated. Why not be a bottle of coke next time? Everybody enjoys a cold bottle of coke on hot day, sweet and refreshing, that's it! No frills!

Few understands the character of a fine whisky. Some cringe at its potency, some abuse it, some forces it to be something else - like their favorite coke.

Your plans might screw up sometime, but as long as you know it's a decent plan, someone out there will appreciate it. But soon, it'll reach a point whereby I don't see a point in doing something that people can't see. Good people gets taken advantage of. Period. Screw those who can't accept you for who you are.

2008-03-29T22:13:00.003+08:00

Reality strikes hard.

GODDAMN MUTHAFUCKING TELEPHONE BILLS COSTS $15O FOR HALF A MONTH!! (and that's for the better part of the month) WOAH I COULD GET A NEW PHONE WITH THESE!

*SWEATS* Freelance and freelance fast.

For pot, tio-ing beh peo and love.

2008-03-28T11:10:00.002+08:00

BACK!!!!!

Wooo! So many things I wanna blog about..

Thailand have always been a very special place to me. Prolly because it's the first place I've visited with friends, and the same applied for this second current trip. That's why even spending one month there was shit, the last two days of E-Tour was well worth it, though it could include more shopping in the itinerary. Jit tao real shopping was done within 2hours la!!! Where got shiok?! Absorbing the culture there was just exhilarating. Play a video off my mind.

But on the flip side, its great to be back, you have no idea how one month of shit can screw your head up. Been craving for good food man! But at least satisfied 4 of them once I touched down. Bought whiskies, saw landy, met nickole, and had a great 20min shower, all in periodical order, and not in order of importance. Trimmed my nails, shaved, unpacked my stuff and ready to sleep soon.

I know one month isn't exactly that long, but hell did my house and room almost looked foreign to me. And theres still the Petit Edmundo, stingray, satay beehoon, carl's jr. all waiting for me! Also my pals to meet!

Most importantly, took tons of pictures during the E-tour. 50% courtesy from MUA! I'll need to wait for my camp mates to hand me the pics though. So in the meantime, keep a lookout and I'll meet with you guys soon! Off-in-lieu till the 7th! So I dun think i'll have any problems with that..haha! ORD LO!

For pot, peace and love

2008-03-22T22:01:00.000+08:00

Commandos grow wings and fly,
We Storemandos stay in store and hide.

2008-03-20T22:04:00.002+08:00

Final week at Thailand, yet the same shit every day.

Today supposed to have a heli flight but not to discriminate, but just another stereotype proved right. APNN's spoils the day. CB sit one time not enough one leh.

On the lighter side, took quite a few not so legal photos that will be legal in a month or so fron now.

Spending almost a month in Thailand as a loggie is almost taking its toll, (many physical aspects) this a place where the shit never ends. At least I have the excuse of being a retired CQ. Trying my hardest to slack, but obsessive compulsive disorder is something that kinda lives with you.

Getting out of your comfort zone makes you so deprived. I virtually bought every useless thing in the canteen to ease my retail withdrawals. Like 10 packets of sore throat lozenges? You'll see.

TDL:

1) Get laid
2) Shopping
3) Whisky
4) Aircon
5) Hot shower

And I should prolly wrap up the celebration with a petit edmundo.

2008-03-01T22:30:00.002+08:00

This is agent sunny reporting from THailand! Paiseh ah, here the technology chui ah!!!! Connection damn slow, wait for page to load also 10mins. How to watch naruto like that?!! Cock kap! kak broon kap! Shit everything's in thai, the keyboard's in thai, and check it: บันทึกแบบร่างโดยอัตโนมัติที่ 9:32 หลังเที่ยง this mean your draft autosaved at9:32.

Anything to get out of camp is cool, enjoying my life here. Air is great with plenty of dogs with reallllllyyyyy long nipples. Cheap ciggies, great food, and...nothing much else really.

Can't post pictures ah, no camera, i'll salvage whatever I can! Till next time!

For pot,peace and love.

Nickole

2008-02-21T22:10:00.001+08:00

What's sweeter than aspartamine?

2008-02-15T22:34:00.002+08:00

Here's another good ad for you, simple yet impactful. However it still leaves an age old question unanswered. Does a change in attitude lead to a change in behavior?

1.37am

2008-02-11T01:38:00.000+08:00

I was watching pamela counting down my ORD date as it approaches 2mths 22 days 22hrs 22mins and 22 seconds. Just when it reaches 23 seconds, it jumped straight to 21 seconds because of a lag. Speechless. Not sad not nothing. Just speechless. Just can't believe that something as insignificant as this has to screw up as well.

O_o "

∞プチプチ

2008-02-11T01:31:00.000+08:00

Gotta watch this man. Recommended twice. Cuz the first you'll be just like, "WTF mate?!" But no more than twice. Tried it and I almost killed myself after pulling all my hair out. Moiikai!

2008-02-06T13:34:00.000+08:00

Year of the Rat's Resolution:

壹
To become 1024 x 768 pixels

贰
Have Aki Hoshino starched well on cotton before Derek's Birthday

叁
Get a job within one month of ORD

肆
Hopefully it's at Leo Burnett

伍
WWOOF farm stay in Japan after ORD (Now that's an example of mutual exlcusitivity for you)

陆
Decide whether it'll be a farm stay or work

柒
A long OVERDUE lappy

捌
A long OVERDUE new mp3

玖
Do 5 advertising reviews a week, 260 in a year

拾
To be able to complete the above

2008-02-03T00:38:00.000+08:00

Just when I had a very bad day in a long time, there were a lot of people whom were there for me. I'm really grateful and here's a big THANK YOU! Monday's breakfast on me. A great taxi driver SHJ 0005 B whom talk cock all the way to CDC and gave me a discount. And a superb driving instructor while I was there. After that a good news from my mates. Big guy has been kind.

"不如意事常八九
不如常想余一二"

2008-01-29T22:08:00.000+08:00

CB Chinese new year stir shit. KKN sure go to hell one. He's defying God's entitlement for humans to enjoy, and the grandest day in the lunar calender. It's a crime punishable by eternal torture and he will.